February 19, 2013
Escaping to Saguenay, Charlevoix, Gaspe and NYC.
Craving summer.
Spending less time on the computer, more time reading.
Drinking less, sleeping more (and better).
Writing again. Slowly but surely.
February 12, 2013.
Planning Roadtrips to Saguenay, Charlevoix and Gaspe
Dreaming Of a summer getaway out West.
Watching Unité 9.
Six months ago California, SIGGRAPH, and a break-up.
Eating wintery comfort food: cassoulet, lasagna, mac’n’cheese.
Listening to anything Songza will suggest.
Writing again. Slowly but surely.
De mes archives : Poème sans titre pour auteure sans mots
Les mots m’échappent et me fuient, glissant entre mes doigts.
Ils sont tout autour de moi, discutant, chahutant.
Mais lorsque je prends la plume et m’approche du papier,
Ils se taisent et m’abandonnent.
Nous avons longtemps cohabité,
Mais notre lune de miel est terminée.
La passion ne nous réveille plus la nuit,
Leur présence ne hante plus mes rêves.
Lorsque je repense à la douce folie qui nous habitait,
La mélancolie m’enveloppe.
Je me suis servie d’eux
Je les ai réveillés, utilisés, malmenés
Prenant pour acquis que, toujours,
Indulgence serait au rendez-vous.
Aujourd’hui, même elle me déserte.
Plus de pitié, ni de pardon.
Adieu même Indifférence,
Je ne me retrouve devant rien.
Le néant me saisit
Mais il s’éclipse lui aussi
Au côté des autres mots.
Rendant absente l’absence,
Et vidant le vide.
Ils vont se perdre bien loin
Dans les méandres de mes remords.
Je reste seule, désemparée.
À qui me confier? Je n’ai plus de mots.
Comment me faire comprendre? Sans parler.
Plus je recule et moins j’avance
Vouée à l’échec.
J’ai perdu ma raison de vivre, d’espérer, de respirer.
January 23, 2013.
Reading The Receptionist (J Groth).
Thinking Too much.
Dreaming Of a summer getaway out West.
Eating Out too often.
A month ago Christmas in the country.
Feeling Restless.
Listening Bon Iver.
Missing A bathtub.
June 19, 2012.
Reading NYC guides; The New Yorker Stories, Ann Beattie.
Doing Last miles before NYC trip.
Planning NYC in two weeks; Europe later this year; summer fun.
Eating Bacon.
Two years ago In the Douro.
Feeling Hopeful.
Listening Summer playlist.
Biking Whenever I can.
June 8, 2012.
Listening Mes paroles s’envolent.
Reading NYC guides; The New Yorker Stories, Ann Beattie.
Watching Awkward. & chick flicks.
Planning NYC in two weeks; Europe later this year; summer fun.
Cooking Risotto; duck; pasta.
Two years ago On my way to Portugal.
Mood Grateful.
December 5, 2011
Listening She & Him. Winter Songs.
Reading Parisienne - Inès de la Fressange
Watching Lie to me; The Good Wife
Planning Christmas Eve at my place
Pet project Training Henry
Cooking Mushroom and proscuitto risotto
Two years ago In bed, curled up into a ball.
November 23
Listening She & Him
Watching 90210. Not even ashamed.
Eating Not much, thanks to my migraines.
In a month Christmas fever.
Celebrating 8 months of Henry. 2 months of Laurent. Lots of happiness
Learning Google Analytics.
June 16
Listening SBTRKT
Reading Fragments - Marilyn Monroe; Wired
Watching people tanning outside my window.
Eating Le Filet, Qing Hua, Bice, 400 coups
A year ago lunch at Niepoort and a dramatic sunburn.
Celebrating a gazillion birthdays.
Counting down til vacation time.
June 11
Listening F1 cars outside my window
Reading Fragments - Marilyn Monroe; Wired
Watching Drop Dead Diva
Not attending Everything F1 related
Trying Venti
Cooking a feast for mom’s birthday
A year ago I was discovering Oporto and Vila Nova de Gaia
